June 2009
1 post
Getting hitched.
I am getting hitched.  Married.  Gonna be a wife to the most amazing husband.  I’m so freakin’ excited!!!!!!!!!
Jun 23rd
March 2009
4 posts
One Thing Different
I sometimes wonder if I had done one thing different in my life, would my life be different?
Mar 26th
Same.
No.  I have not changed.  I’m still me.  The same silly girl who likes to eat raw parsnip and sing the wrong words to songs. The difference is you.  You never saw me this way.  Because you didn’t want to.
Mar 5th
Weirdos
I love weirdos.  Not wackos, weirdos.  People who make their own path.  And don’t take the same path as others. Normal people never seem to gravitate towards me.  Or me, them.  I like that about me.
Mar 4th
Up to Me
I can change things.  Some things.  I can.  It’s up to me.
Mar 3rd
February 2009
11 posts
Dream Chasing
I was thinking.  What if we said, why can’t I, instead of can I? Would we have the courage to follow more dreams?
Feb 27th
Think About It
I often wonder why people think it’s ok to do things that feel right for them, but don’t consider others.  Don’t they realize karma is right behind them?
Feb 26th
Will I Get There?
I want to be a girl who has the courage to wear frumpy hats. I want to love unconditionally, and without hesitation. I don’t want to care what people think of my hair. Not just say I don’t care.  But, mean I don’t care. I want to be free.  Free of all the things I don’t like about me.  And about others. I want to be the girl at the party who dances.  When no one else...
Feb 25th
Drive
I hate to drive. But I still have my moments where I would like to drive away.
Feb 25th
Fearful, Hard Thoughts at Night
What happens to girls like me who don’t have children?  I’m getting past my chances of having a baby.  And I’m petrified of getting older, childless. Who will love me, the way I love my Mom?
Feb 24th
This Just Entered my Mind
Why is it that somedays, breathing feels natural.  You don’t think about it.  It just happens. But yet other days, breathing feels like work.  Every breath is an effort. And sometimes, it even hurts.
Feb 23rd
my thought today
sometimes i wonder how i got to the age of 37, without having a nervous breakdown.  really.  i wonder.
Feb 20th
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