Thoughts From a Quirky Girl

Getting hitched.

I am getting hitched.  Married.  Gonna be a wife to the most amazing husband. 

I’m so freakin’ excited!!!!!!!!!

One Thing Different

I sometimes wonder if I had done one thing different in my life, would my life be different?

Same.

No.  I have not changed.  I’m still me.  The same silly girl who likes to eat raw parsnip and sing the wrong words to songs.

The difference is you.  You never saw me this way.  Because you didn’t want to.

Weirdos

I love weirdos.  Not wackos, weirdos.  People who make their own path.  And don’t take the same path as others.

Normal people never seem to gravitate towards me.  Or me, them. 

I like that about me.

Up to Me

I can change things.  Some things.  I can. 

It’s up to me.

Dream Chasing

I was thinking.  What if we said, why can’t I, instead of can I?

Would we have the courage to follow more dreams?

Think About It

I often wonder why people think it’s ok to do things that feel right for them, but don’t consider others.  Don’t they realize karma is right behind them?

Will I Get There?

I want to be a girl who has the courage to wear frumpy hats.

I want to love unconditionally, and without hesitation.

I don’t want to care what people think of my hair. Not just say I don’t care.  But, mean I don’t care.

I want to be free.  Free of all the things I don’t like about me.  And about others.

I want to be the girl at the party who dances.  When no one else dances. Just because I like the groove I’m hearing.

Will I get there?

Drive

I hate to drive. But I still have my moments where I would like to drive away.

Fearful, Hard Thoughts at Night

What happens to girls like me who don’t have children?  I’m getting past my chances of having a baby.  And I’m petrified of getting older, childless.

Who will love me, the way I love my Mom?